Emotions-P.P
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Last published Tue, Dec 1, 2020
Honestly, why do people like to live? I don't think people realize that we're all being controlled. You come into this world, go to school, get a job, find love (or not), have kids, watch them grow and then you die. Some people will say that there is more to life, but to be honest being alive is so draining. Everyday repeats. I often feel like shells in the sea, not really having a purpose but to just be there and look pretty. Or like a side character that gets in the way.
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Peter Parker Fanfic (MCU)
Started: 11/15/2020
Completed: ???
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