TW: Cutting, Suicidal Ideations, Mental Illness, Cursing, Abusive Family, Racism, Homophobia, Rape, Running Away, Vivid Nightmares, Unaccepting Family, Sexual Assault
This story is a brief preview of the lives of two queer women in Wyoming in 1972. One is a lesbian hippie, who is very spiritual, she's white with red hair, and has very absent parents, but she barely depends on them. The other girl is black, goth, and bisexual, who's parents are very overprotective. The hippie girl compartmentalizes her feelings, and try to constantly pretend she's okay, when she's not. The goth girl has a lot of sadness and is rejected at school, so she expresses her feelings with writing and poetry and can lash out at people. They both face extreme family issues and homophobia and biphobia in their town. The goth girl faces a lot of racism and has a really traumatic past, and struggles with extreme depression and anxiety. The hippie girl can't be truly who she is at home and is forced to depend on her friends for comfort. They're both in love with each other, but both refuse to say anything. I would recommend just reading the story to find out more!
I'd like to dedicate this very short story based on my gay loneliness, that probably no one will read to my family. Not my biological family, obviously. My actual one. The bunch of gay goths and cottagecores, and alts who I talk to each day that keep me here. You guys are the actual best, and I'm sorry I made you read this. I love you guys, and one day we're getting twelve cats, NO EXCUSES.
Warning this book will deal with mental, physical and emotional issues and abuse so if you have a problem reading it then Don't read.
"I told you that your mine no one else's." He yells
"Well I'm tired of being used and he actually likes me and I like him." I yelled back
"Don't you ever say that shit again." He yelled louder if possible
His eyes turned black I was scared about what he would do just because I want to be with someone who liked me for me.
"He can't have you." He said stepping closer and closer
"If he can't than who can?" I was tired this has been going on since 3 am and it's 5:43 in the morning we just looked at each.
"I-I don't know." He walked out of the room and left I was kinda hoping he would say that I could be his.
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This is about a girl named Clover and a boy named Axel.
Clover is a quiet girl who does her work and get good grades so people started calling her a nerd.
This book is old and is cringe. Read at your own risk.
Axel is cliché bad boy He gets bad grades, he fights, talks back , he's a bully and he's a player.
Axel also has always bullied Clover for no reason but one day he needs something from her and everything changes.
There will be some language in this book and some bullying if you have a problem with this please don't read Thank you. I edited this but there's a chance I missed some stuff. I wrote this years ago in like middle school or high school so it's not the best.