Dan and Phil were dating since 2012. But something happened and ruined the relationship. Phil killed himself... Dan has been devastated and writes everyday now of his life. Dan isn't the same. He's been very depressed, cutting, not making much YouTube videos, doesn't go out or anything. Dan may need someone, but doesn't want anyone else. He only wants Phil. Will he ever reunite with Phil again? WARNING: Sad. Contains selfharm. Swearing. Book trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy_FK5Q-7fI&feature=youtu.be