⚠️trigger warning⚠️ This story might contain some sensitive topics like self-harm. If you are easily triggered I recommend you dont read this. Also this story might include some mature content. I dont know how long this story is gonna take me to finish I dont own anything from spn, this is just a fanfic. Start: 11-17-20 Finish: ? I'm redoing the whole story Every chapter is going to be different, I'll put in every beginning of chapter if it is changed or not