Bottled Up

Hey my name is Heather and I'm a 17 year old orphan, well in a sense. My parents "died" long ago or at least my perception of them. They use to be these really nice people whom I could be around and tolerate, but everything has taken a turn for the worse. I have been diagnosed with ADHD, OCD, and chronic stress, apparently I need to be on medication for something else, and I have anxiety. On a normal day I just stay shut up in my room alone with no one to talk to, just me and my good old laptop Kenneth. We've been together for about 4 years now, and you could say that we have a "connection". Yes I just cracked a computer joke, I know, very classy. But as time went on I discovered that something critical to my existence was to be myself, I could never be like them. I would have to keep my emotions bottled up, forever.