A Shadow I Never Asked For, But Always Wanted. (A Saiouma Fanfiction)
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Last published Mon, Nov 30, 2020
Despair gets to the best of people, affecting their minds, mental state, their physical features, love life... everything.
Sometimes we as people leave our imaginations to make us happy, but after awhile that leads to being worn out... and again we experience despair over, and over, and over again.
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