But.... I need you

⚠️ Warnings ⚠️
-child neglect
-bullying
-homophobia
-dark thoughts
-anxiety
-ED
-abuse
-intrusive thoughts?
-swearing(canon language)

{non-despair AU}
(Kinda pregame Oumax in game Shuichi. He alternates between depressed,shy and in game personality)

Kokichi Ouma.
His life is never easy.
Not at school. Not at home. Not in love. Not in friendship
So he believes he's not worthy of any affection he ever received. Which was not often to begin with.
He spend his days alone. A friend or two but no one ever really took the time to be close to him.
Someone did catch his attention.
That boy is shuichi saihara.
They've know each other for quite some time but they were never too close.
Once kokichi decides to reach out to him one big big obstacle stands infront on him....
And her name was kaede akamatsu