Healing
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Last published Mon, Nov 23, 2020
Hey! Umm this story is mainly for me. Idk if anyone will read this... but basically it's something of my journey to healing. Idk if I will... I hope I do. Kinda a diary. Just lost a friend I held dearly... this is my process of healing.... hopes it helps someone too...
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Hi guys... I've been through a lot lately and I usually wrote poems and stuff when I have a problem so... Here it is. Now hope you like it and God Bless
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