"i'm a weak, but also i be a strongest too,
you invite me in this game, so i teach you how to play, see it in your own eyes, what the Karma means" i said.
i watch him kissing the girl, my bestfriend.
i heard all of their secrets, i heard all of the bullshits, and i heard all of their plans.
just wow sebastian.
i smirked.
hmm my possissive jerk boyfriend, and my slut bestfriend. what a pain my ass.
i walked out when they finish what their doing.
i need to renew myself.
I swear the game restarted again, and i make that this time, i'm the one who will win.
"i fucking swear" i whisper. i smirked
this is my first time i cuss, and i didn't know, that cussing is a best word just for me.
and the game started AGAIN.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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