Confessions of a Self-Proclaimed Basorexic
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Basorexia: an overwhelming desire to neck; a strong craving or urge to kiss
I am completely and utterly convinced that I am suffering from this condition, and I use suffering in a loose sense because there is absolutely nothing wrong with kissing-- at least that is what I try convincing myself. When this urge kicks in, it completely takes over my body, driving my senses mad with need. A need that is never completely satisfied, but only temporarily filled until the next opportunity arises.
I don't know when this all started, but I do know when it finally ended. Well, not ended in the sense where I am completely rid of the condition, but rather in the sense where it took on a totally new approach, one that I am completely happy with.
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