EX WITH BENEFITS PLUS A BONUS HEARTACHE

Hi. I’m Jeramy and I’m still single after destroying an almost 3 year relationship last 2012 with the most wonderful guy I ever met.
Why stay single? I don’t know. I just can’t stand getting into a relationship because I’m scared of taking chances once more. I’m afraid ruining myself once more. I’m scared falling harder than before because I’m having a hard time standing up. I’m scared hurting someone again.
Until now, I ask myself, why did I let him go?
Why am I so stupid to let him slip away even if he’s the most amazing person I ever met?
We lost contact for a year to help myself move on and keep going with my life.
When I thought that I had enough time forgetting and accepting that we’re over, I started communicating with him once more because it’s his birthday this year. So I decided to greet him. Then, that’s the start of another friendship? Let’s see where this story will end.

Typical story? MAYBE YES. A story where one of the two will be hurt and love someone in silence and the other one will move on with someone else.
The writer just want to set what she feels free.