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The ups and downs of My Life

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Reads 371
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Parts 35
Time 1h 4m

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Yo, this is like a personal book. im gonna write about lots of things. mainly the ups and downs of my life. I might spam this book so yeah 🥺👉👈
Im also going to be using this book as a way to rant about my problems or just random stuff happening in my life. 
And finally the concept of the book is to see how many ups and downs I get/have so each chapter will either be labeled up or down. Up meaning good thing and down meaning bad thing. 
I'll have shit ton of downs btw lmaoooAll Rights Reserved

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