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Questioning My Existence

Iwillnotentertain

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LECTURES 7
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Iwillnotentertain

coexist exist journal personal random welcome

Hello.
I'm that one person in your school who is into conspiracy theories, and other shit like that. I like to keep to myself, and it's almost impossible for me to talk to people. So that's why I love to write. I can say anything I want, and it expresses exactly what I want it to express because I have time to think. Whenever we talk to someone, we have a limited amount of time to reply, or humor them before the silence grows into an even more awkward situation. So I've prepared a sort of 'digital journal' for anyone in the world who can read English. Diaries are for babies. 
So you've better be on your way before I accidentally insult you. On accident of course.(CC) Attribution - Pas d’Utilisation Commerciale - Pas de Modification

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