My Hiraeth Epiphany

What if- what if you feel this homesickness for a home you can't return to? Or worst, a home that was never yours?

"Let's... let's just go." I offered my hand on him.

"And never come back?" Then my tears started to fall over and over again.

But what if this home is yours but you can't take it? It's yours but you can't own it? Or worst, it's yours but the destiny won't let you take it?

"We just can't be together." I think something blocked my throat because of what I said.

"We can. But you won't let us." And tears started to stream in my cheeks.

"We can't. We can't because you are not mine to the first place." And that made him stunned.

There are times that we love the wrong person. But there are also times that we love in the wrong times until we can't have that right time.

I suddenly felt my tears and heard my sobs. I waited for the right time but he did not. He did not because I am seeing him with someone else now. Someone else and not me.

"You are not mine. And I think, you will never be."