"Really?" all the colour drained from her face immediately he came in view. There was a gush or rush or whatever it's called in her whole system, she was simply stiff and couldn't move. He won't ever do that! She trusts him beyond that, not to her, not to Diana, ever ever. Whatever she felt from anyone else didn't matter, from her uncle, from her mom and dad all these years she didn't care, the only thing her mind and whole system is feeling right now is Betrayal. Fuck that shit! People aren't to be trusted, the main reason she was always hard from the start. And for the first time he made her feel something that's different from smiling and laughing, he made her feel something that's different from a queen, princess or an angel, isn't making her feel on top of the world, isn't taking her to cloud nine, the first time he isn't wiping the tears from her face. He was literally making her cry. She couldn't be strong, Damn! She was broken, far beyond the way she was when her mom left her or when she found out about her dad. The first tear dropped from her eye, then the second, then the 3rd. If this was the definition of love shouldn't she be running of? How come she's ready to brace up for it and continue the journey. How come her heart is yearning for an explanation and for a sorry. Why can't she seem to hate him immediately, why is she giving him a second chance merely looking at his eyes. She's doomed, she's done for, she has lost.
SHE has fallen into the deep bottomless pit of love
She has fallen never to hit the solid ground
But little did she know, what she's feeling is a tip of an iceberg of his feelings for her, if only she could read his mind and eyes. She has dragged him into her world and has made everything meaningless to him, she has made him not know who even himself has become
They have both fallen,
They have fallen, damning the uncertainties, prisoners to the dark lurid moods of love
Destined to fall forever,
Together. 👫💕
Anticipate
Big Twist
"You told them you love me ,huh?"
He asks with a raised eyebrows, jaw hardened and eyes narrowed at the shy girl he has hated all his life.
She was afraid of his tone,he didn't looked happy with her confession.
Was her love going to be unrequited one?
"I fuck*** asked you something Ezra! Answer me!"
His tone made her gulp,his grip on her arm made her flinch in fear.
"Yes"
She finally answered looking into his emotionless eyes.
Smirking he laughed at her confession,not believing her.
"Ezra,do you even know what love is,Oh I almost forgot you are an Orphan,how would you know?"
His words were sharp as knife, piercing her healed wounds.
She fisted her hands, trying to control her tears.
He sighed in frustration running his hand through his hair.
"Now mom will not stop till she has made you her daughter in law! Fu**! Why you!"
He said ,pacing the room .
Oblivion to the tears ,she tried her best to hide.
He didn't love her.
He never did, she was a fool to even think that he for once did.
Hate is all he had for her and those who said hate is the beginning of love,were fools mocking her right now.
Gathering the little pride left in her she answers back in a quivering voice.
"Yes,I love you. But I don't want anything from you."
She says and he stares.Confused at her weird confession.
Who says that ?
"Nothing you say? Are you playing some brain games girl?"
She lowers her eyes and leaves but not before whispering the words that made him feel something after a very long time.
"Love is not something to learn ,but to feel Aaron. And I know what I feel. You may name it infatuation and lust,but I proudly call it my selfless love"
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