Ranting about my stupid first world problems
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Last published Wed, May 15, 2024
This contains harsh themes this is also a way of venting for me when I am frustrated or have things I want to say. Originally this started out as a diary for myself when I was younger and has progressed into a place where I go when I don't know who to talk to, and when I feel like how I'm feeling, it's just so stupid and not worth feeling the way I feel basically I'm saying I gaslight myself and I hate myself.
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