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reason to live (short story) - (UPDATED)✔️

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Reads 357
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Parts 16
Time 49m

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(WARNING I DIDN'T CAPITALIZE THIS STORY, AND THIS IS MY FIRST MENTAL HEALTH STORY SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME AND I DO WANT TO HEAR OPINIONS ON HOW I CAN GROW BETTER IN THE FUTURE シ thank you.)

  Nolan is a young adult who goes through stages of grief from a mental illness called ptsd which causes him to feel conflict of which he endures mostly towards his relationship with Elliot Hamilton. It is up to Elliot to show Nolan just how much he means to the world with little things that constantly consist of the two's everyday lifestyle. Nolan has to learn how to love all while setting aside the traumatic pain he endured by trying to become a better vision of himself for his lover.All Rights Reserved

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Inseparable

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