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reason to live (short story) - (UPDATED)✔️

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Reads 366
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Parts 16
Time 49m

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(WARNING I DIDN'T CAPITALIZE THIS STORY, AND THIS IS MY FIRST MENTAL HEALTH STORY SO PLEASE BARE WITH ME AND I DO WANT TO HEAR OPINIONS ON HOW I CAN GROW BETTER IN THE FUTURE シ thank you.)

  Nolan is a young adult who goes through stages of grief from a mental illness called ptsd which causes him to feel conflict of which he endures mostly towards his relationship with Elliot Hamilton. It is up to Elliot to show Nolan just how much he means to the world with little things that constantly consist of the two's everyday lifestyle. Nolan has to learn how to love all while setting aside the traumatic pain he endured by trying to become a better vision of himself for his lover.All Rights Reserved

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When Worlds Collide by AnaliseRoberts

Ivan Irlbeck was a boy whose brain has never, and will never, function properly for him. All he wanted was to live the life of a typical teenager, but being gay and having to live with a severe mental illness wasn't making that wish come easy. He lived a life of solitude, and he was beginning to make peace with that. When a new family comes along and moves in down the street, Ivan's life is turned upside down by their older son Ethan, who quickly became enthralled with the mysteriousness that was Ivan Irlbeck.

Him and His Hoodie by 3dream_writer3

*cover by darkgalaxies* Nolan Prince has always felt different from his family. They would want go out to socialize and he would rather stay in the comfort of his room. They would want to be the centre of attention and he would rather stay quiet. They are straight, and he isn't. Nolan has always known even from a young age that he just isn't attracted to girls. Now that he's sixteen years old, he's finding it harder and harder to keep it to himself. Especially with his feelings for his close friend.

Hollow | BxBxBxB by ElijahDiva

Connor Johnson seems like an ordinary boy on the outside, but on the inside he's plagued by depression, an eating disorder and complex anxiety. So what happens when he finally hits the end of the line and is forcibly sent to a home for troubled boys? Where love runs rampant in the air and tensions soar as high as the clouds. TW's (these will not be included at the start of chapters so take this as a final warning) Anorexia & Eating Disorder Self Harm Drug Abuse Abuse Smut PTSD Hallucinations/Schizophrenia Suicidal Thoughts & Ideation Hospitals Anxiety Slow Burn This story is NOT promoting, encouraging, romanticising or glorifying topics such as abuse, suicide, self harm, disordered eating, sexual abuse/misconduct or anything like that, it is just showing what the affects of it can be like especially for LGBT+ young people. Please be respectful in the comments and if anyone is struggling do reach out for support!

Desire of the Hearts 🔞 (Part Two) by RigorMortis89

If you read the fist part you know how things are for Ethan so far. Still struggling but he's no longer alone. You thought he's through the hard part? He's not. New characters, a little more back stories.

Exposed (#wattys2016) by dulling

Completed. BoyxBoy. Moving from Orlando to Philadelphia changes nineteen year old Hale's life - literally. His alcoholic aunt is never home, leaving him and his eldest cousin, Levi, to look after the four younger children. Back home in Florida, his grandparents raised him after his dad got shot playing golf and his mother was declared bipolar, getting locked in a mental institution. Now, he is left in a new city with new people. Playing the parent for three years now, Hale unintentionally gets involved with the boy who everyone avoids, creating a bigger mess than ever anticipated. --- NOT EDITED

Look After You by vinylplanets

Chicago had never greeted the Valentines with open arms. Instead it greeted them with a slap in the face and reality served on a silver platter. Living with such a large family and such a small income was harder than anyone could have imagined especially when your best form of income comes from your mom being a hooker. Alexander is a middle child in the large family. At the prime age of fourteen he's starting to become confused about many things in his life such as where he fits in, what he wants to do when he's older and his sexuality. Nolan is in the same boat. Though he is not part of the Valentine family he got the privilege of living down the street from them. He had a slightly smaller family with only a slightly better income. But the only things Nolan feels he needs is astronomy, books and his best friend Alexander who is always getting them into trouble. TRIGGER WARNINGS : suicidal thoughts/mentions, abuse, underage drinking, some sexual content, cussing. If there's any questions about the triggers feel free to message me to ask started: November 1st, 2018 completed: November 30th, 2018

Picking Sides (bxb) by xxmorgan_averyxx

Avery has never known what it is like to be loved. His entire life until now has been a repeating cycle of abuse from his parents, but he was finally able to break free from their prison. Now that he is free to live the life of a normal teenager, he has a lot of adjusting to do: adjusting to going to a public school, adjusting to a being in a foster family, and adjusting to having new friends. All of it together can be overwhelming, but he is doing his best to live the life of any other teenager. Dominik, on the other hand, has known love. He knew it very well, but it was taken from him by the cruel hands of death. He now lives every day going through the motions, trying to act happy, but deep down, he is lost without his first love by his side. He is constantly haunted by the thoughts of having to live the rest of his life without seeing them ever again. He shuts out the possibility of making new friends, in fear of losing them too. But, what will happen when these two boys meet, considering the boy who's never known love, looks eerily similar to Dominik's first love? ***THIS IS A REWRITE OF A STORY I WROTE WHEN I WAS YOUNG, ITS VERY CHEESY BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY <3***

Thats Life by AnzleyScott

Jace is a drug addicted, suicidal, depressed young adult. His whole life has been nothing but abuse, hatred, and loneliness. After an attempt at ending his life, he's faced with a long challenge over overcoming the addiction, and recreating himself. In the process, somehow he's losing the people he loves the most, all for one guy. Is the guy worth it, is this the love he has always dreamt of? Or is the person he's recreating himself to be just a dick, who thinks he's better than everyone else? Jace's story is not a pretty one, and its more real than most. Watch how he grows, makes decisions, and mistakes, and at the end, find out if it was worth it or not. He has loved, lost, gained, and walked away from some of the biggest things in life. Who knows if this is all part of a bigger plan to form him into the man he's supposed to be.

Zanvis || Colors by fandom4lyf3

[COMPLETE!] *AN: I wanna say the start of this books is cringe and slow, but i've been working on this book for like 5 years of my life. so if you can push through it gets better i swear! thank you for reading! Zane and Travis look through a black and white lenses. The entire world growing up was dull. When Zane and Travis run into each other, colors shoot from left and right, until their entire view is vibrant. This story follows Zane RoMeave and Travis Valkrum through a more semi realistic/semi dramatic, darker teenage high school experience. Will they learn to deal with their mental illnesses, family issues and the sexual tension between them or completely lose everything? TIGGERS: depression, self harm, sexual activities, drug/sexual/physical abuse, language, violence, over dosing, starving, trans/homophobia (the entire book is a trigger to be honest. there are triggers at the beginning of each chapter)

After Dark by Okieleaf

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When Worlds Collide

Ivan Irlbeck was a boy whose brain has never, and will never, function properly for him. All he wanted was to live the life of a typical teenager, but being gay and having to live with a severe mental illness wasn't making that wish come easy. He lived a life of solitude, and he was beginning to make peace with that. When a new family comes along and moves in down the street, Ivan's life is turned upside down by their older son Ethan, who quickly became enthralled with the mysteriousness that was Ivan Irlbeck.