Living Ill | Epistolary Novel
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Ongoing19m
Last published Sun, Nov 19, 2023
Live my life.
Look through my eyes,
To feel what I've felt.
Witness all my cries,
And the things I was delt.
End my life.
⚠Warnings⚠
Cuss words; death; gory details; eating disorders, including the side effects; dysphoria; body dysmorphia; sexual assault, harassment, abuse; obsession; grief and loss; self harm; suicide
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