Sooooo this is the first page of my diary I guess.
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Viola, who grew up on the outskirts of Maine, decides to start documenting her life in pages, starting in 2020, which happened to be an absolute train-wreck for most people, including Viola, in her diary. From Covid-19, the fight for presidency between Joe Biden and Donald Trump, and the sad need for protesting and rioting due to police brutality, this year should definitely be marked as the worst year ever. But then she meets someone new, and she thinks that maybe they could pull her from the darkest, saddest year of her life.
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STILL IN PROGRESS
shortcuts are intentional (bc, idc, idk, etc.)
WARNINGS:
Possible mentions of addiction, bullying, self harm, death, suicide, eating disorders, mental disorders, and more.
Do not leave hate if characters views in anything, (politics, etc.) are different from your own.
Serious topics are discussed.
Nothing is intended to offend. Entertainment purposes only.
accismus (n)
- feigning disinterest in something while actually desiring it.
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"I could hold your hand in public. Something he couldn't do."
He brings his free hand to Beomgyu's cheeks, "I can wipe your tears and I can stay with you for as long as you want me to. Something he didn't have the guts to do."
Yeonjun places a hand ontop of Beomgyus, playing with his fingers. "And you can actually come to me when you need someone. I think I can be way better, Beomgyu."
(Beomgyu's going through the motions: he broke up with his boyfriend, let his sworn enemy (exaggerated) comfort him, and then proceeded to fall for said enemy. But, apparently that's not all.)
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I'm excited for this one ngl. The first chapter is a sneak peek, and I'd love for ppl to just tell me if it's okay because, really, I don't even know it myself. And.. if it is okay? I might start posting more?? I guess. Maybe. Yeah. (I ended posting more obv)
WARNINGS : there will be emotional abuse in this. emotional manipulation, to be specific, but it won't get physical (I think. Just pls be aware of it). Other than that, not a lot of things are .. bad? It depends. It's rarely mentioned though.
That's all I've gotta say.
PROCEED WITH CAUTION ⚠️ (I hate this story it's so...... bad. But I don't want to delete it. It's definitely not my best work)
Enjoy the fic :)
Started: May 19, 2022
Published: May 21, 2022
Ended: January 1, 2023