[Mega TW!!! this book focuses on someone's planned suicide attempt, anxiety attacks, and general pain leading up to it. If you're sensitive to suicidal ideation, attempts, self harm, eating disorders (anorexia), anxiety (and panic) attacks, destructive thoughts, disassociation, and heavy angst, I don't think this is for you] "Numb. Numb, numb, numb. All I feel is numb. I don't think this is normal; but it's what I'm used to." ~~~ The way that I write this story is rEALLY abstract, if you don't understand it after reading a few chapters, I can't promise you ever will. I can try to clarify if it doesn't make any sense but no promises. ^^