What's Wrong With Me? (I'm Insane)
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Last published Thu, May 14, 2015
When a person is killed, people seem to assume that it's out of revenge, or something traumatic happened in the killer's mind and he became a little...off. Or maybe he was just crazy in the first place. Then they lock him up, forever. Anna was diagnosed with sadistic personality disorder when she was only seven years old. Her life was practically perfect - loving parents, lots of friends, good grades, nothing at all to cause her to become this way. She simply was, and nothing could change it. She did nothing to cause this, but if she ever tries anything, her freedom will be taken away.
Update***
Ok so I wrote this before I even knew what personality disorders were and I have to say now that this is not at all realistic. After being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) my view on mental illness has drastically changed. Sadistic personality disorder isn't even in the DSM-V! I'm not going to be deleting this, but just remember before you read it that it's not based on reality and just appreciate it as a work of fiction.
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"Xavier, are you out of your mind? You can't hit anyone you want." I tried to pull him away from the guy. With his temper, he might send him to the hospital for quite a long time. Xavier suddenly stood up, he took my hands in his and pushed me to the wall behind me. He looked deep into my eyes. I got scared, I saw him angry before but never at me. He closed his eyes and put his head against mine. "You make me do crazy things. I'm not letting you talk to any guy from now on. I know I promised that I'll behave, but I can't see you talk or laugh with any guy." How can he be possessive over our juniors? ****************** Hello. I'm Anastasia. You can call me Anna. I'm a normal school girl. Like other kids of my age, I also don't like school. But my reason is different from them. I get bullied every day. It is the same at home also. My cousins bully me. My uncle and aunt only listen to their children. I get punished for their mistakes too. But suddenly one by one all of this bullying stopped. I don't know the reason, but from the moment I started spending time with this new guy who transferred to our school. Everything bad had stopped. *************** Hey. I'm Xavier. I hate school, but I still go there so I can entertain myself. I got expelled from 9 schools already. You see, I can't tolerate ill-mannered people and in school, you can find a bunch of them. So it is fun to make them see their place. In this new school, I found a girl. She was so fragile and oblivious of her beauty. She made me feel warm. So I followed her. I followed her literally everywhere. **************** Hello, lovelies. Hope you like the story.
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