What's Wrong With Me? (I'm Insane)
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Last published Thu, May 14, 2015
When a person is killed, people seem to assume that it's out of revenge, or something traumatic happened in the killer's mind and he became a little...off. Or maybe he was just crazy in the first place. Then they lock him up, forever. Anna was diagnosed with sadistic personality disorder when she was only seven years old. Her life was practically perfect - loving parents, lots of friends, good grades, nothing at all to cause her to become this way. She simply was, and nothing could change it. She did nothing to cause this, but if she ever tries anything, her freedom will be taken away.
Update***
Ok so I wrote this before I even knew what personality disorders were and I have to say now that this is not at all realistic. After being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) my view on mental illness has drastically changed. Sadistic personality disorder isn't even in the DSM-V! I'm not going to be deleting this, but just remember before you read it that it's not based on reality and just appreciate it as a work of fiction.
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