Shoulder to Lean On
LilyTheNinjaGirl
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  • MGA BUMASA 431
  • Mga Boto 19
  • Mga Parte 8
  • Oras 1h 40m
LilyTheNinjaGirl
Ongoing, Unang na-publish Nov 29, 2020
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Dream has everything a 21 year old could want. His childhood dreams fulfilled, YouTube success, internet fame, more than enough money, and plenty of close friends all around the world. However, the pressure of his career has started to get to him. The loneliness of all of his friends being online, the anxiety about ever revealing his face, the accusations about cheating his speedruns and staging his Manhunts, and the hate comments are starting to slowly drag him down. However, he avoids telling his best friends George and Sapnap and tries to distract himself, not realizing how dangerous his lack of self care and his stress levels have become. After passing out on a voice call with George, his best friend finally realizes that something is very wrong. However, no matter how much he wishes he could reach out to Dream, George is all the way across the ocean! Unless....
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Suffocated | dreamnotfound ni themidnightwriter2
28 Parte Kumpleto Mature
George was finally over his best friend, or so he thought. After nearly a year something triggers all his feelings that he had tried to hard so hold back. Now George is on a spontaneous one way trip back to london thinking this will be the key to solving all his problems... but maybe this just made it worse. ~~~~ this book contains: - mentions of alcohol/ bering drunk - mentions of drugs/ being on drugs - fluff & a happy ending - HEAVY angst - sexual reference / acts - swear words - sensitive topics ** trigger warning: ** - depression - suicidal thoughts - assault
Static Mind || dnf ni Glittercat34
16 Mga Parte Kumpleto
Dream has been able to read minds since he was a little kid. However, there is a catch- he can only hear the thoughts of people who have a crush on him. So when Sapnap and George come to Florida, Dream is surprised to hear his best friend's thoughts. Despite his initial shock, Dream finds himself to be thinking of the Brit in a new light. But as soon as things start to heat up between them, George's thoughts go dead silent. Maybe George doesn't like him as much as he thought. TW are listed in start of each chapter. Started 12/30/21, Finished 4/5/22 Highest Rankings: #1 in #dreamnotfound #1 in #mindreading #2 in #georgenotfound #5 in #dnf
Alone Without You ni lisaaaaa1616
31 Parte Kumpleto Mature
George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him. But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly... TW's: -Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid -Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions)) -Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses -Slight homophobia -Suicide attempts -Slight abuse -Self harm REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)
Numb (DreamNotFound) ni lisaaaaa1616
35 Parte Kumpleto Mature
When George gets forced to go to the worst asylum ever, his life seems to be collapsing. He has no freedom anymore and gets locked in his room the entire day. He feels alone and sits in front of the small window in his room the whole day, often seeing a blonde boy coming from the rehab centre. Clay notices George sitting in front of the window everyday, Clay is recovering from extreme drugs, alcohol and smoking addiction and wants to help George by sending him small messages after George escaped and runs into him, asking for help. Even when everything seems to be hopeless, the two boys find a small spark of hope when they meet. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC STORY :)
No Longer Silent Around You ni lisaaaaa1616
23 Parte Kumpleto
Clay was born too early which makes him struggle a lot. His daily battle with multiple disabilities doesn't make his life easy and after also being bullied, even by his own brother, he shuts down around almost everyone and develops selective mutism. Instead of talking, he starts writing to the person he wants to become friends with. George who struggles with ADHD and a mood disorder suddenly receives notes in his locker each day from an unknown person. The notes cheer him up each time and at the same time he starts becoming closer to the quiet and shy Clay. When George also becomes friends with Clay's brother, he has to choose between either him, who hates Clay, or choose for the sweet Clay. But does he fall for the manipulative behaviour of Clay's brother or does he stay loyal to Clay? Warnings: -Sexual assault (a kiss/in the end only) -Suicidal thoughts (not many) -(Emotional) abuse -Bullying -Ableism (NOT A SHIP BOOK, just a platonic friendship :D)
Begonias ni FlowingPastYourStuff
40 Parte Kumpleto
When Dream feels his heart rate speed up at the end of George's Livestream, he knows he's too far gone. "This feels so wrong," George says and repeats. Dream clicks off the stream, the sounds of labored breathing filling the room as he tried to stem the panic he was feeling. The next day, after he had just barely dragged himself away from the edge of oblivion and heartache he would never return from, he felt the first tickle at the back of his throat. He coughed roughly, it sounded like he had fluid in his lungs or something. Pneumonia, maybe? But instead of coughing up mucus or phlegm, his eyes widened in shock at the taste of blood in is mouth. || Gream // DreamNotFound Hanahaki Story. There will be angst, slow burn, blood, vomiting, contemplation of suicide, anxiety attacks, and more. Do not read if this bothers you. You have been warned. ||
Breaking Down and Up. // dreamnotfound ni anyaskit
10 Parte Kumpleto Mature
George's life wasn't all that great, he was done with college and living with his best friend, no other friends really. No longer had a family, everything he really ever needed he didn't have. All he wanted was a perfect life. Sadly for him it was all about to change because of one night and someone... TW⚠️ SWEARING, MURDER, VIOLENCE, PANIC ATTACKS, SMUT, KNIFES *if I do decide to write some smut I will put warnings!* !please do not read if any of these things bother you or make you uncomfortable, be safe and i love you for you!<3 10k reads on 3/6/21 20k reads on 5/22/21 30k reads on 8/6/21
My Saviour ni lisaaaaa1616
24 Mga Parte Kumpleto Mature
[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)
faking my way through ni Unspokenwriting0
20 Parte Kumpleto Mature
Best friends Dream, George and Sapnap finally get to meet but it doesn't feel like they're all fully there. one of their heads is in a different place focused on something much more important to him.
What Anxiety Feels Like (DNF/ Dream not found angst) ni mineCraftYT2
21 Parte Kumpleto
Anxiety comes creeping back into George's life from his childhood. Thinking he can handle it on his own, he doesn't tell anyone. That plan goes out the window when he calls Dream in the middle of having a panic attack because even when his mind is spinning and he feels like he's suffocating- Dream will always be the calm in his craziest storms
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Static Mind || dnf cover
Alone Without You cover
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My Saviour cover
faking my way through cover
What Anxiety Feels Like (DNF/ Dream not found angst) cover

Suffocated | dreamnotfound

28 Parte Kumpleto Mature

George was finally over his best friend, or so he thought. After nearly a year something triggers all his feelings that he had tried to hard so hold back. Now George is on a spontaneous one way trip back to london thinking this will be the key to solving all his problems... but maybe this just made it worse. ~~~~ this book contains: - mentions of alcohol/ bering drunk - mentions of drugs/ being on drugs - fluff & a happy ending - HEAVY angst - sexual reference / acts - swear words - sensitive topics ** trigger warning: ** - depression - suicidal thoughts - assault

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