Anxiously Yours
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Last published Sat, Jul 29, 2023
Peter is a crippling shy introvert. He never talks to new people and pretty much has himself holed up in his apartment with his only company being his childhood best friend Evan. Though when he discovers the lifestyle of BDSM he becomes insanely curious, enough to leave his safe haven to explore all the lifestyle has to offer.
It doesn't take long for Peter to find a potential Dom, Robert, or Rob. The man can be intense, passionate, and extremely protective towards Peter, but with his intensity comes understanding and patience, all traits that has Peter thinking he can open up to the Dominant male. And that is all Rob needs because all he wants is Peter.
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Rob and Peter are connected to @PaisleyViking 's stories and I seriously advise you to check out her stories if you haven't! There are also spinoffs from this story that can be see as stand alone on my page :).
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