Dear, Norton Campbell. Should you apologize? Should you acknowledge what you have done? Or will you just push it away as all in the past? Like you've done before. You've done this all before, do you realize the toll it has on your poor lover? Or do you only view him as a toy? Your self hatred is only effecting your behaviour towards others. Have you always been this pathetic? Of course you have, you cause him to leave. You caused the one you 'loved' to jump, of course you did love him. But everything else you carried on your shoulders made it harder for you to stay calm, you blamed your slip ups on your trauma, yet it's still your fault. You never took a moment to improve yourself. I'm sorry, Naib Subedar. Your boyfriend has failed you. I have failed you. From, Norton Campbell.