Reality Of Life

deep down, you know you are this clumsy person who will fuck things up.
you are this person who screams, yells, and has this big mouth.

deep down, you know that even though they like you right now, they will end up hating you. they will end up not liking you once this initial spark is over.

deep down, you feel as if you are this person who doesn't deserve love.

to be honest, even you know you will eventually end up hurting the ones you love. and that's why you are so scared to fall in love. that's why you are scared of being with that someone.