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Save Me From Myself » Daniel Howell AU

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[Trigger warning: Suicide, self-harm,  eating disorders, and depression is mentioned many times in this story. Do not read if those things could trigger you.]

Sadness and sorrow, you wouldn't expect those words to sum up the sister of Phil Lester, but they did.. She just feels like nothing. She needs someone to save her from herself. 

©TheMeganHowell 2014

[Ahead of time, I would like to say that this was my first book after my long break from writing and me reading this is like Dan watching his first video. So much cringe. So it sucks. Stay away. Thanks.]All Rights Reserved

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Too Close (Phan) by WellThisIsAwkward49

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