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"Couldn't Have Been Me"

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This a story about everything I went through in my physical, mental, & verbal abusive relationship. I hope my healing process and every single detail is relatable to women who have been through this! There is a way out! Never be afraid to take that step ❤️All Rights Reserved

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Mon, Nov 30, 2020

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