I don't know what Love is
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Ongoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, Oct 16, 2014
To live your life thinking
your not love is my storie with a abusive father and a Drug addict mother who could careless about you
.....and because you don't know how to love or what love is you push away the people who do
you feel that the only way not to feel this is.......is to keep yourself away from people who you like and who like you.
(first story so read it to see if u like it then i will continue or just make a other)
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