random prose thing

you don't have to read this. this is completely random and im sure there are some grammar and punctuation errors.

i just thought that since wattpad is a platform where we can express ourselves, i might as well be frank with everyone and say that it's impossible to just "keep smiling" because now realizing it, if you knew me back then when i would put that in my chapters/comments, it was always half-hearted and that deep down inside, i was just saying that because i was in denial.

so here you go, a full-on rant-filled angsty book that no one asked for. and will probably have no intrest in.