In Love With The Killer Inside
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Last published Sun, Feb 21, 2021
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Shots rang through the dark night. The gun between his fingers felt like home as he pulled the trigger. A hard life he always had, pushing that pain deep and burying it away. He never thought he knew what love could feel like. A Dad that was gone and a Mother that was always high. He even tried the drugs with her a couple times. Was it because she was out of her mind or she just didn't care. Went to jail young for selling on the corner. Making money anyway he knew how.
Now he's 29, no high school degree, no passion, no desire. The streets is the only thing he know. Pushing weight, slanging dope. Moms dead and gone now. Don't know if he's happy or sad. Fucking different bitches, just to say he can. He doesn't know how to treat women, I guess because he never had a Dad. Until one day, he realizes he has an angel. Thick thighs, pretty face, and an attitude to match. She had always been beyond beautiful, he could admit that. But was he worth all the pain he'd already caused her? Was he worth her giving him a second chance, or had he lost the one true love he never realized he had? His heart had been cold so long and hers was pure, he was tired of breaking it.
His motto in life was get money, fuck bitches, the code he lived by. But he had to grow up and think 'What would life be like' if she fell back in love with the killer inside.
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