Serenity- A story of a young girl whos death did not leave a sense of serenity

This isn't a long story but it is a piece I wrote going into my senior year of high school. It is very personal to me. It is essentially a short story and vague overview of my life right after my sister passed away. I hope that those who do read it, read it without judgement. I know that many have gone through and unfortunately will go through similar things and I want people to know that they are not alone in those tough times. If anyone ever needs support or someone to talk to my dms are always open. <3