It was just for 30 days until the tragic moment of her life would come. Just for 30 days to let him be hers. She was afraid Because she had a limited amount of time ahead of her. And she didn't like it one bit. But there was a cure to her sickness it was just unknown so she just basically stop searching. But being with him will completely change her life. And turn her world upside down. But be cautious because he know nothing about her sickness.