a readers illness

hello. I see you have come across this book, or perhaps curious, or someone I know, but... I want to let you know this contains the following: anxiety and depression. if those subjects make you uncomfortable, please leave if you want. you, the reader will experience how i feel, the writer. in a way, I'm silghty venting? huh...? I just needed to write this. I feel like if I don't spill, I'll still sulk.

"i tried so hard yet I'm still here sulking."