Letters to Mars
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Last published Wed, Mar 31, 2021
TWS - 5UICID3, GORE, LOTS OF MENTION OF BLOOD, TRANSPHOBIA, GENERAL UNHAPPINESS AND GRIEF, LOSS OF A LOVED ONE
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"Mars Sefney Walker. Died age 24. They haven't taken my spirit yet, don't worry."
That's what it says on their grave. Hand picked by their distraught partner of 8 years, who writes letters regularly in the aftermath of their death.
This is a documentation of the years following the tragic passing of one Mx. Mars Walker, as told by their partner.
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while all characters in this story are fictional and all events are made up, i would like to dedicate this story the memory of the beautiful Shelley Lynn Rose, and to the thousands of young trans people who are lost to suicide, and to the beautiful trans folks who are still alive. Please don't give up, you are loved, you are valid, and you are so gorgeous and wonderful.
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Suicide hotline: 116 123
trans hotline: 85258
please stay safe.
love always
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