Strike Me Down

'There is no dark side, nor a light side.
There is only the Force.
I will do what I must to keep the balance.
There is no good without evil, but evil must not be allowed to flourish.
There is passion, yet peace. There is serenity, yet emotion. There is chaos, yet order.'

A sacred vow, so easily broken. In a time where Jedi have fallen into myth and Sith hide amongst the legends left by the Empire, to her there is only power.

Trapped in the services of Snoke, Supreme Leader of the rising First Order, Madam Nel - a diplomatic woman once strong with the Force - is held at the end of a very short leash. Forced into doing the bidding of the Supreme Leader, she is offered her freedom at long last...in return for completing one final covert mission:

Break Kylo Ren.

Easier said than done, when you feel yourself falling for the man you're tasked with destroying. And the worse part: he's right there to catch you.

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This takes place in 30 ABY, approximately 3 ½ years before the events of the Star Wars canon sequel films, specifically Episode 7: The Force Awakens.

Written for the most part in first person, from the perspective of the woman only known as Nel.

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WARNINGS (PLEASE READ)

18+ Reader
• Language - Explicit, Suggestive, Cursing, Obscenities, Slur.
• Explicit Sexual Scenes - Dubcon, Masturbation, Intercourse, Kink, Domination, Submission, Oral.
• Triggering Themes - Suicide, Torture, Capture, Assault, PTSD, Addiction.
• Extreme Violence - Death, Murder, Gratuitous Violence, Torture, Mutilation, Physical Harm, Choking (both the fun kind and the murdery kind).
• Emotional Content - Contains scenes of extreme emotional turmoil, as well as the suffering of PTSD and thoughts of suicide/ self-harm.
• Scenes of Assault - Verbal, Physical, Sexual, Emotional
• Themes of Torture - Physical, Psychological, Emotional, PTSD.

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Much love to @LumosThenNox for the cover x.