꧁𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 �𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝚃𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚊 𝙼𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜꧂: Hamilton - ||Lᴇᴏ|| - Wattpad

Story cover for ꧁𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝚃𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚊 𝙼𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜꧂: Hamilton by Brooklyns-Queer

꧁𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝚃𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚊 𝙼𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜꧂: Hamilton

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Time 16m

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"After John... killed himself, Alex hasn't been himself." Alex turned back to his book and stopped listening after that. He was frozen with shock, apart from his shoulders silently shaking. John wouldn't kill himself. Never. He promised. Even after The Accident, when everything was so terrible and the future seemed bleak, John would never do that. Because he'd promised Alex to always be there. No matter what. 

-//-//-//♥︎\\-\\-\\-

John is gone. Alex is alone. And nothing's okay. Nor will it ever be okay. In fact, it's all breaking down and there's nothing Alex can do to stop it.

Told between switching POVS of John and Alex, before and after John's death. 

Trigger warnings so far: Main Character Death, Child Abuse, Suicide,All Rights Reserved

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