I Just Want To Be A Hero
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Last published Fri, Oct 25, 2024
(⚠️WARNINGS⚠️: This contains a bit of suicidal, as well as self-harming, as well as verbal abuse, as well as discrimination in the beginning. Just in case it's too sensitive for you or any reader that wants to read.)
Kayda's POV
"You can never be a hero"
Was the last thing he said as he shuts the door ready to save the day.
Feeling tears fall as I let his words sink in, the room filled with sobs.
Why.......why does he not love me? Why does he love the world over me?
That's right the Number 1 Hero.
I see him on TV and the magazines, or people's clothes and I see his legacy all over everyone's face. His smile brightens the world with hope...........
But why can't he smile for me...he's always gone, always never home and never says good morning or good night. All he does is show me what it's like to not have hope.
I can never understand why he has this hatred for me. I never asked to be born in this world. I try to keep a smile for him or try to ask for a hug at least...
He just shoves me away or ignores I'm here.
Then all suddenly she vanished completely to anyone who knew her.
But for her, it was a new beginning with a new life and she's going to give it her all to be what she's always wanted to be.....
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