The Comfort Of No One (Ziall Horlik) ~(BoyxBoy)
MyOtherDays
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  • Reads 35,862
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  • Parts 42
  • Time 4h 34m
MyOtherDays
Ongoing, First published Oct 17, 2014
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"Not All Scars Show
Not All Scars Heal
Often We Don't See
The pain someone feels"

"The Worst Kind Of Pain Is 
When You're Smiling
Just To Stop The 
Tears From Falling."

Niall Horan's life seems pretty normal (for someone who's in the biggest band in history). That is until his life starts shattering one by one.. He doesn't think he can take it much longer. Is there anyone that will be able to help him?
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