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Izuku Midoriya has always been a happy and smart person. He was accepted into the best school even though everyone told him he couldn't. He always worked his hardest and did the best he could. However, he is lying to everyone. He isn't the happy and helpful boy everyone thinks he is. His class hates him. His childhood friend still beats him to a pulp. And his parents...
*TRIGGER WARNING*
*CONTAINS THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM*
*I don't own any of the characters or the art*
*boy x boy*
*please comment on any overlooked mistakes*
*this is my first ever fanfic so please enjoy!*
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