I'd Rather Die
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  • Reads 516
  • Votes 30
  • Parts 14
  • Time 47m
Ongoing, First published Dec 06, 2020
I just got back from a war after a year this was the fastest one I accomplished because of some reason.

The emperor is gonna get married with his fourth wife. A young maiden from a noble family from the North, a powerful country.

"The ceremony will be next week."

Ah. I guess the wedding. Maybe that's why the palace has been busy this is because of the preparation. It felt a bit to sudden so maybe the emperor has its reason to let this wedding to be early.

He stood up and looked outside the window.

"Please be there and please go see a doctor at least. I don't want to cause that any trouble in the near future."

Maybe he said that because doesn't want me to cause him any inconvenience.

"Your majesty." I said in a low voice that is slowly cracking up. 

I got his attention from the sound of my voice. Maybe because he knows something was up. Many years we have known each other he knows I was serious. He knows how this strong capable woman is mustering up her courage to talk this moment. 

Now that I have his full attention.



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