Kageyama noticed that the little tangerine in the volleyball club doesn't shine like he used to, he only wears fake smiles and the little light in his eyes is gone. He wonders why his teammate/best friend/crush is like this and wants to help him. This is a love story between Kageyama and Hinata, with a journey of self discovery as well as recovery and struggles with mental health. ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ •abuse •self harm •mentions of rape •depression •boyxboy •slight smut (I'll do it if I feel like it and if ppl want me to) The cover is not mine (I found it on the internet and thought it was really good) Credit to @lillisrealm for the title.