The Hidden feeling.
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Last published Sat, May 8, 2021
Nicky Obrien is a closeted gay 14 year old and lives in a Christian household. They are pretty homophobic and he is terrified of coming out. All seems hopeless until he meets new kid Jack. All seems better until the annual youth group camping trip.
This is not meant to be mean to any Christians. This is also my first thing publishing on here so its probably terrible but I dont care :) not really.
This is my first book on Wattpad and my lazy ass can't usually text someone back so I'm very sorry for any delays. I'm also terribly sorry if this book sucks.
More coming soon!
Love,
Alex
Have a majestic life 🦄r
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