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The Hidden feeling.

Anxious_Armidillo

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Reads 174
Votes 23
Parts 6
Time 1h 16m

Anxious_Armidillo

Mature

Nicky Obrien is a closeted gay 14 year old and lives in a Christian household. They are pretty homophobic and he is terrified of coming out. All seems hopeless until he meets new kid Jack. All seems better until the annual youth group camping trip. 

This is not meant to be mean to any Christians. This is also my first thing publishing on here so its probably terrible but I dont care :) not really. 

This is my first book on Wattpad and my lazy ass can't usually text someone back so I'm very sorry for any delays. I'm also terribly sorry if this book sucks. 

More coming soon!

Love,
Alex

Have a majestic life 🦄rCreative Commons (CC) Attribution

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