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when the lines begin to blur... (Larry Stylinson)

HopelesslyLarry

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HopelesslyLarry

eating eatingdisorder harrystyles hurt-comfort larrystylinson onedirection selfinjury smutwarning

Hey! This is my first FanFic so it is def going to be rough. Sorry in advance. 

After their band, One Direction, went on hiatus in 2015, Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson finally got to share their love with the world. All the boys adored each other and could never stop talking. Their solo careers continued to prosper and their seemed to be nothing holding them back. 

It is now 2019 and Harry is now starting his Fine Line Tour, but after 4 months of being apart, how strained will Haz and Lou's relationship be and will their own emotions ever recover?

WARNING
this will contain themes of self harm, eating disorders, drug abuse, (possible) physical abuse, talks about suicide, and smut possibly among other things. PLEASE, think before you read. Also, this is mostly fake except for the people and a few big details. Inspiration has come from several other fanfics (not any in particular just in general, but if there is a direct connection I will point it out), my tik tok fyp which is almost solely Larry content, and their own music. Everything written here is my own work guided by these influences, unless stated otherwise. 

Hope the few people reading this enjoy and let me know what you think (unless it's bad, then please do not), I am mostly just writing this for myself.

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