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health itsokay mental suicidalthoughts

(trigger warning ) 
No one knows what im going through 
or so i thought? I believed no one else knew but people do.

Sometimes i wonder what my friends hide from me and why they hide shit. Then i remembered i hide stuff from them as well.

I never told them i wanted to die. How could I. I trusted them with my life but i couldn't tell them that.

I told them but it was too late.

Sometimes i wish i never tried. Or i never met them.
This all started with them one came first of course. There was 2 of them. The one who was family and the one who was love. They hated each other and that hurt me. Until one day they snapped ending their relationships with me.They made me feel like this and they knew it. Yet they kept making me feel bad until i couldn't cope.

But what lead me to this decision you may ask. Well ill tell you but it all started with him.All Rights Reserved

health itsokay mental suicidalthoughts

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Thoughts ni imsodumngl

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

I think I love him... [KIRIBAKU] ni Ceramic_bitch

Eijirou Kirishima struggles with an abusive dad and horrible depression and would get bullied just about everyday at his old school, but it all slowly starts to get better when he gets accepted into UA high and meets one spikey ash blond hair boy, "Katsuki Bakugou" they share a dorm and chemistry starts to form making things get a little awkward at first.... it really shows that just one kiss can change everything! Bakugou then has to warm up and get use to all of this new affection that he is getting and learn to accept himself for who he is. Kiribaku fic and it will also include some Kaminari x Shinso Todoroki x Midoriya PLEASE READ THE WARNINGS! ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ //SELF HARM WARNING// // ABUSE WARNING// //CUSSING// //SMUT WARNING// //THE MENTION OF SUICIDE// //EATING DISORDERS// So if any of these trigger you please do not read!! #1 on Kiribaku 4/2/20 #1 on bakushima 25/2/20 Also I hate starting books so trust me it does get better then the first page 😬

the suicide mind ni Dileyne18xo

"and you left me with bad habits like cracking my knuckles and wearing your sweater because the smell of you still lingers. you left me chewing at the skin of my skin on my lips because maybe just maybe if it's gone the taste of you will be too, but the problem is i can't tear off my skin. so i'm left with the shivers down my spine when my body remembers your hands running up my back as you kissed me and it paralyzes me because i miss it. i miss you. i miss smiling between kisses because damn you just made me happy and I thought I made you just as happy because you would smile and whisper "what" but i would just shake my head and pull you close and it was real. it was. all of it. so why did you leave me? why?"

The Secret||Female Reader X Yoongi [Discontinued] ni Midnight3709

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: This contains cutting, rape, abuse, suicide, suicidal thoughts, food and a bunch more. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK⚠️ . . . Your appa became abusive ever since your twin sister died two years ago. He blamed it on you and you eventually gave in, blaming your self for everything, dragging you deeper into the whole. *Irene is you* I just moved to a new school...again. I have to move a lot as my mum and dad have jobs making us move a lot they work together in their own company, one of the biggest companies in the world so I'm quite rich but I dont show people that side of me, and my dad expects me to take over when I'm older enough that's why he is always pressuring me about my grades. I don't really have many friends except Youngjae, I met him whilst I went to Japan. He was getting away from paparazzi so I let him in my house and from then on we had always been close. I know a lot of languages which caused people to bully me as I'm a nerd. . . . This is my first ff so sorry for my bad gramer and spellings, also im dyslexic sorry. Top: #34 - vbts #83 - btshoseok #505 - Youngjae

Who Do You Want To Be Tonight? (YMAS) ni SmilingAtEverything

I was lonely. After losing the one person that felt so important to you, you don't want to risk to lose another one, so you tend to push everybody away. That way, it'd be easier not to be hurt or to hurt anyone again. I had decided to live alone, and I honestly don't think I regret it. But when you see someone who seems to be what you are, don't you feel the temptation to talk to them so you could get the company you've grown to miss? And what about somebody that looks the exact opposite of yourself? Don't you want to know their story? I had made a lot of mistakes in my life. Getting close to people was definitely my worst one.

Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] ni katy_santiago

[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

Please, just stay away! [Depressed!BakugoxKirishima] ni bakubebe17

After Bakugo is rescued from the League of Villains, everything seems to go back to normal, Class 1-A is back to its energetic self and Bakugo is back to his usual explosive attitude. He's started warming up to Kirishima a bit too. However, Bakugo has never told anyone what happened to him while he was kidnapped, and Class 1-A finds out in a 'shocking' way. ⚠️Trigger Warnings/Regular Warnings: ⚠️ Self harm Depressing thoughts Self hate Throwing up Abuse Talk about abuse Attempted Rape Homophobia (I do not condone and I hate it) Out of character: pretty much everybody Also, possible grape juice will be made. This is a KiriBaku fanfic. First story so I'll try my best {This didn't end up how I wanted it to, idk if that's something I should say but I'm gonna do a different one the way I wanted it to turn out eventually} - - - Pictures/art do not belong to me, they belong to respectful owner Characters do not belong to me, they belong to Horikoshi The only thing I own is the plot #1 in KiriBaku July 24, 2020 🥺 #1 in depressedbakugo July 24,2020 🥺 #1 in Eijirou November 19, 2020 🥺

Levels of Stress ni PhantasticalDisco

Pain. Depression, anxiety, insomnia, panic disorder - it wasn't a lonely feeling, but one that wouldn't hesitate to rip your heart open. I know that personally. It's always been difficult to tell people. I can't tell my friends, my family, and certainly not therapists. That's why I've created a system that I call my 'Levels of Stress' and have saved my 10... that is up until now. ***Warning: contains triggers, graphic violence, and a lot of deep, raw emotions. It has parts of entries from my journal during my worst period, the parts that I never thought about sharing until I realized how I could relate it to others.***

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku ni trizbo

⚠️Includes⚠️: Depression, selfharming, boyxboy, suicide attempt, anxiety ⚠️I do NOT own any of the characters or pictures I used in this book. THIS IS A BAKUDEKU STORY, SO IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, LEAVE ____________________________________ Deku suffers from depression which is mostly caused by his child hood friend Bakugou Katsuki. At first he tried to avoid him but soon he found a liking in his male friend. Now Bakugou is trying his best to help Deku through life, but that's actually a really hard mission. Not everything goes well and Deku has his ups and downs. Will Deku be able to hold himself together? (oh and yes, they fall in love and all that stuff) ____________________________________ The triggering stuff starts in chapter 13/14. ____________________________________ Happy ending Hope you guys enjoy :D PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THIS IS A FANFIC AND THAT I'M NOT COMPLETELY TAGGING ALONG WITH THE ORIGINAL STORY SO SHUT UP IF I'M NOT WRITING THINGS THAT ALSO OCCUR THE SAME WAY IN THE ACTUAL ANIME ____________________________________ 🏅1 KatsuDeku || March 10th 2021 🏅11 Depression || March 25th 2021 🏅2 bokunoheroacademia || April 21st 2021

The One Who Was Forgotten ni lizzylizard02

//TRIGGER WARNING\\ INCLUDES THINGS THAT COULD CAUSE YOU TO HURT YOUR SELF PLEASE DONT HURT YOURSELF SKIP PART IF NEEDED Have you ever felt left out. Kind of like the third wheel sort of thing where you just sit in the back and watch your best friends have fun without you. The thing is, with me, I used to be that fun loving girl that could make anyone smils, but now, I'm that third wheel. The only difference, I have no friends and everyone ignores me. It turned out that I wouldn't always be that way though. The schools half heart throb, Jake, noticed me. Crazy right? Now I just have to push him away. I need to keep my title as The one who was forgotten

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I think I love him... [KIRIBAKU] cover

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The Secret||Female Reader X Yoongi [Discontinued] cover

Who Do You Want To Be Tonight? (YMAS) cover

Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] cover

Please, just stay away! [Depressed!BakugoxKirishima] cover

Levels of Stress cover

F*ck life and everything that follows after | BakuDeku | Depressed Deku cover

The One Who Was Forgotten cover

Thoughts

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

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