"I was modified to hate him, hate all of them. I was suppose to have every single red flag alarmed at simply the sight of him. I was suppose to despise him with every piece of me but as I looked at him I knew that was simply not true. He was a lot of things but someone I hated was not one of them. He hurt me yes and he was my enemy yes but he was also someone who wouldn't leave my side or my mind for that matter."