Life has Ups and Downs, right? "Why does it seem that I only have Downs in my life?" I stopped asking myself that, when he told me something that really changed my perspective and that is... ...Felix Arvid Ulf Kjellberg I had Ups but still had Downs Its Perfectly Normal, right? This story is all about my ups and downs in my life, the story that meant so much to me, the story that gave me all I have right now, the story on how I survive by the hands of Felix and my friends. The story about my dramas, success and.. love? But the thing that's been bothering me all the way to my story was... who's my childhood gal friend? and.. I notice the small changes since I met Felix.. How? Fate knows what. WARNING: Poor writing skills lol. I am too lazy to rewrite it. Another thing! Story work might be terrible. Things may feel forced or fast. Sorry, this was my second story I made. A/N: c: Pewdiepie fanfiction!? yes, im making a pewds fanfic. im not against Marzia, she is awesome and fun C: . she is actually the best female youtuber I know. Melix owo