Violence of Pain
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Last published Sun, Jan 22, 2023
Have you ever felt depressed, anxious, alone, overwhelmed, numb or anything else you are not supposed to feel too much of?
If you haven't,
this is the right place to understand people like her.
People who don't find the strength to wake up,
get ready and go to work.
A way to help is to understand.
She is here to help you understand what it's like.
And you are here to help her understand you more.
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