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Is this what empty feels like?

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Parts 7
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anorexia bakugou bnha bokunoheroacademia bulimia bulimianervosa deku eatingdisorder fluff izuku midoriya myheroacademia selfharm shoto suicidalthoughts todoroki

In which Midoriya doesn't believe he deserves One For All the way he is and goes to extreme ends to be "better". Todoroki notices somewhere along the way.
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I am still writing the story. I'll try to post a chapter a day, however once school starts again in a month it might be delayed a bit. 

The chapters will most likely be around 600 words. 

Also, the art used is from Pinterest. I couldn't find the artist, so if you know where it's from please let me know so I can give credit.All Rights Reserved

anorexia bakugou bnha bokunoheroacademia bulimia bulimianervosa deku eatingdisorder fluff izuku midoriya myheroacademia selfharm shoto suicidalthoughts todoroki

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