I've never considered myself any better than others. I never wanted a life of pain and regret. Everything changed upon meeting him, the scars of the people I've harmed still haunt me. It's as if I'm stuck in a loop, in my dreams, I hear the pains of them, the people I killed. Who we killed. All for a man who I love with everything I have. He changed me. if not for the better than for the worst, though I could never hat him for it. After all we did this together, and he will forever be misunderstood.