The story of Felix and Chan

Umm this story is my story. It's me. I'm Felix and the guy I like is Chan. This is my side of our story. I just used their names. I don't talk to jeongin, seungmin, or hyunjin anymore. I talk to Minho once in a while. I'm not gonna say their real names. But yeah. Umm you don't have to read this. This is just me getting all my feelings out.